Todo al carajo

If you are a human being, I'm sure you have felt several times the anxiety for leaving everything what you are doing and run (or fly or swim) away as far as possible, and begin your life from zero again. That may have been your strongest wish more than once. Sometimes you just feel that everything surrounding you is a cage, and even it may be made of gold or silver it is still a cage, a jail, a prison where you can walk but not run. And it is hard because you just can't turn your back to the ones who trust you, to the ones that are expecting something from you. In a perfect notion of life there won't be bad feelings, no expectations from others, no chains keeping you attached to the ground. In a perfect notion of freedom nobody will depend on you and you will depend on nobody. Disappointments, the beloved one(s), your utopias; everything is a chain if you do not use them as wings, if you are not able to feel them as wings. A pain may make you dig deepest or may make you fly farther, the really hard part is to get that transition, to see our falls as motivations. Being the one who desires and not the desired one, the one who digs, the one who dreams, the one who visualizes, the one who feels, the one who is faking, the one who loves, the one who trusts, the one who thinks, remembers, sees, the one who wants to send everything to hell and start over. The one who wants to begin a new life anywhere but away from your golden cage. If you are the one who feels like a prisoner of everything you love or hate, why don't you start thinking about getting free?

"Manda todo al carajo y comienza de nuevo cada vez que sea necesario."
"Manda tudo ao caralho e começa de novo cada vez que seja necessário."
"Send everything to hell and start over everytime you need it."
"Tout envoyer au diable et recommencer chaque fois que c est nécessaire."

John Lennon - (Just like) Starting over